I do not aspire in any way to look cis, act cis, or be perceived as cis.
Look at my face. I invite you to note the shadow on my chin. You are welcome to admire my bone structure as well as the bulge in front of my neck. Take time to enjoy the width of my shoulders and the size of my hands.
I do not find cis standards to be the measure or apex of beauty. I am visibly trans very intentionally. My body, as it is now and as it continues to develop, represents the highest ideal of beauty I have.
I am trans and I am fucking proud of it. I would not have it any other way.
(note: This is very much my experience and where I am at right now. I am not trying to represent or speak for anyone else.)